[Songs to Listen to When You Want to Die] I want to disappear... A song to support you who feel that way
Bumping into walls, getting hurt in relationships, suddenly losing someone close…
When we’re alive, there are countless moments when it feels like our hearts might break.
You may often feel like you just want to disappear.
In this article, we’ve gathered songs we want you to listen to when things are so painful that you find yourself thinking about death.
If you can find a song that stays close to your suffering, you might be able to live just a little more positively than you do now.
The world is not made up only of pain and hardship.
There are many times when our efforts don’t pay off, but let’s face forward and keep going with the help of music.
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[Songs to listen to when you want to die] I want to disappear... songs that support you (1–10)
If I were to die tomorrowKitanitatsuya
Should we leave behind words that curse the world, or should we speak of love? In this song from Tatsuya Kitani’s album “ROUNDABOUT,” he weaves a profound inquiry into the fragility of life and the meaning of living.
The lyrics overflow with the complex emotions of someone facing death, resonating powerfully with listeners.
This piece drew a strong response from fans during the hall tour that began in January 2024.
When you feel you’re losing sight of the meaning of life, why not listen to this song? It will surely remind you of the precious memories within you and the bonds you share with others.
MindsetKamikita Ken
A ballad that evokes deep empathy, woven from tranquil acoustic guitar and delicate vocals.
In this piece, Ken Kamikita turns inward, expressing the emotions and conflicts that lie deep within his heart.
It portrays a heartfelt plea to have one’s existence acknowledged, the anxiety and confusion of searching for the meaning of life, and the complex state of finding a kind of solace in the world’s indifference.
Released in April 2017 on the mini-album “LAYERED” and unveiled alongside a concept book, the work drew attention as an ambitious project that fused music and literature.
When you face hardship and feel on the verge of losing your sense of purpose, this song will stay close to your heart and give you the courage to confront yourself.
Sunflower That Wants to DieShinsei Kamattechan
This song metaphorically expresses the anguish of living.
This work by Shinsei Kamattechan is included on the album “Danchi Thesis,” released in January 2025.
Its unique worldview—where a collapsing world merges with inner screams—will shake you to the core.
Recommended for times when you want to face your inner self or let out unpleasant feelings.
It’s a track that lets you fully savor Shinsei Kamattechan’s musicality.
[Songs to Listen to When You Want to Die] I Want to Disappear… Songs That Support You (11–20)
DarlingSuda Keina
An emotional song by Keina Suda that powerfully portrays a fleeting yet earnest longing for love.
It expresses one-sided devotion, the pain of not being accepted, and feelings of self-denial, all conveyed through an addictive melody and delicate vocals.
Released in January 2023, the music video—created in collaboration with illustrator Avogado6—garnered attention for its innovative visual beauty that blends animation with live action.
It’s a song that gently resonates with those struggling with dependency and inner conflict in love, or with the heartache of not being accepted by the one they care for.
gardenFuji Kaze
A gem of a song by Fujii Kaze that gently portrays the impermanence of life through the changing seasons, accompanied by soothing, comforting sounds.
Just like the shifting seasons, life is a drama woven from meetings and farewells, and there are moments when our hearts feel like they might break.
Yet this work whispers that every experience becomes an irreplaceable garden that enriches us.
Released in March 2022 on the album “LOVE ALL SERVE ALL,” it was also featured as the TV commercial song for Nature Lab’s “Laundrin.” It will gently stand by those who are suffering, feeling lonely, or on the verge of breaking.
If being alive is painfulMoriyama Naotaro
This is the 16th single by singer-songwriter Naotaro Moriyama, who, despite having the famous singer Ryoko Moriyama as his mother, aimed to become a soccer player rather than a musician until university.
The message might feel provocative if you only listen to the opening lyrics, but if you listen to the end, you’ll likely find that it is very encouraging and truly empathetic toward painful feelings.
The unique expression—“if ending your life is your greatest wish right now, then let’s persevere until we can savor that pleasure”—pierces the heart when carried by its lyrical melody.
It conveys a powerful desire for listeners to hold on even when they feel like disappearing, making it a song that teaches the meaning of living.
Kokoro no NakaRADWIMPS
This song captivates the heart with RADWIMPS’ crystal-clear vocals.
Released on social media in June 2020, it carries a message of hope born during the COVID-19 pandemic.
Its powerful words, filled with the wish for everyday life to return, give listeners the courage to look forward even in difficult times.
The lyrics, shining with Yojiro Noda’s delicate sensibility, harmonize beautifully with a simple yet deeply resonant melody.
It’s a song I especially want those going through tough periods to hear—it will surely become a source of support.